Realizations

Isn't it funny in a gruesome way
How the fates design your way?

You depart from a friend
you don't think you'll speak again

Not with bad intentions
You watch over them silently

Discovering that they have a happy life
you thought you were their one best friend

But in the end you just said someone else would fit better
And then you realize its not supposed to be

But you still see
How your abandoned friend gets along quite well
While you experience living hell

You thought that you would be better
You thought you are no hopeless case

But in the end, rejection
Will always gather up your pace

You never wanted it to be
But its the harsh reality

That slowly's eating you away
And you will never forget that day

When you told them goodbye
you looked back the corner of your eye

To see what you don't wanna see
That lifes no always what it seems.